Saturday, October 20, 2012

Obey

Obey- to comply with or follow the commands, restrictions, wishes or instructions

O-15
B-2                                     1+2+2+5+2+5=20 wisdom cipher
E-5                                                                  2wisdom  
Y-25

Wisdom- is wise words being spoken or o speak knowledge (wise- dome meaning a wide mind) and act according to it. Wisdom is water or the vital building block of life. Wisdom is the Original Woman because thru her cipher (womb) life is continued. It is also the reflection of ones knowledge and is shown and proven by the moon being a reflection of the Suns light (knowledge)

   In order for me to better understand the word Obey I first had to look up the definition. A definition I rally didn't like when stating this. But I did the math to the word Obey and ended with Wisdom. In order for me to find the wisdom in the word obey I had to take out the word commands, If we are dealing equality there are no commands. So I looked for the things in my life that fits both obey and wisdom. Father Allah tells us not the eat pork. After doing the knowledge on pork for self (there are so many reason not to eat pork cant believe i use to) I had no problem obeying or complying with His wisdom(knowledge). I took that knowledge and passed it along to my Star and stopped eating pork. I learned what the proper foods were and have put restriction in place for what food are allowed in my home and the foods me and my star will eat. When I first entered our culture covering was something I never wanted to do. I now understand I didn't have any real understanding as to why a woman is covered and thinking it would hide me from the world. I understood the Earth is 3/4 covered and I represent the Earth but at the time that is all I understood. The more I learned the more I became part of our culture the more I felt the need to be covered. To be seen as the Original Woman as the Earth. Covering only show the world who I really am making me stand out from the 85 and 10%. This as become something  I am happy to obey.
   The word obey made me feel as id i were giving up my "independence" or "control". This has been one of the hardest things for me to get past my so called "independence and control". I had always taken care of everything in my house hold  being everything to everyone who was in it. It was my job to go to work, keep a good job, pay the bills, clean the house, take care of my daughter, cook, run around, with little to not time to myself. I played both roles in my past relationship. That made me believe I didn't need an man I already took care of everything but for those in my home. I didn't know self. I knew my mysteries. As I grow in our culture and within self I understand why the way I was and the way I looked at things was wrong. Being that I was 85% and dealing with the 85% I wand "fine" doing things on my own. Now that I have been studying I can cee why I will always need the Sun. My companion is ht true and living God. Though I am very young int his culture I have taken my place ad the Earth knowing I am not alone that we go thru all things together. He is a Wonderful father to my Star who physically is not his. Yet she has become his star in every possible way. He has shown and proven that he will always be there for us. He is my light and continues to give me knowledge and patience (which is sometimes very much needed when dealing with me). I can feel him with me always pushing me to do better and to continue to grow. There is nothing he wouldn't do for us. So when my King asks me to do something (which most likely is whats best for our family, for us and for self) why wouldn't I comply?  If he needs something done I have no problem following his instructions or wishes we must work together at all times after all he is the Sun I am the Earth.
Doing the knowledge tot he word Obey has shown me that I was holding on the an old view of the word. While holding on to that view I never even noticed how much it doesn't bother me when it has been done right and exact. To help build me,my family and our Nation. To Obey is to follow and respect  Wisdom.
                                           Peace   
                                                 Queen Cee Medina

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